My Daughter is my Bestfriend

She may not understand the things I uttered to her when I am depressed, but she is the person whom I can talk to without her judging me.

She may wonder what are the things I am telling her, but I feel relieved every time I convey my emotions to her.

Jeraine - My Loving and Beautiful Daughter

At night when I cry, when I am telling her all my pains,

she will wipe my tears, tap me on my shoulder and gives me that big hug.

Her eyes are sincerely looking at me, telling me "hey everything's gonna be okay."

Her ears that willingly listens, her charming smile that takes my blues away and all her sweet gestures totally unburdened me of the load I carried throughout the day.

Without a word from her lips, only her mere presence, is enough reason for me to smile. Her goodnight kiss eased the weariness away. 

She is not only my angel. She is my princess. She is my best friend. She is my DAUGHTER.

Thank you, Jeraine. mommy loves you dearly!

I remember you today, Mom

Exactly one year ago from now since I had talked and seen my mom.

At this time, she was in the hospital and the doctor was telling us she was in state of coma. She had a brain stroke and there was a very slim chance of living. Any time she will leave.

This was the most painful news I've ever heard my whole life. My mind didn't absorbed what the doctor told us. I couldn't believe it. And i cannot accept the fact that sooner, she will be gone.
April 2 she died. And she was gone..How could Mommy left us so early?

It was hard living without her. The thought that Mommy will never come back is one of the hardest things to learn.

Today, I remember you, Mommy in the most special way. I relive the memories of losing you though painful because it is the only time I can hold you back. it is the only moment I can be with you again.

I miss you everyday, Mommy...I love you...