Happy Mother's Day!

Happy Mother's Day, Mommy!

This is the first time that I am celebrating Mother's day without you. And it is so painful that I will be celebrating it for the rest of my life without you.

Since you left, everday is a struggle for me. I felt that a big part of me is missing. Para akong napilayan. I always ask God why? Ang daming masamang tao, pero bakit ikaw. Ang aga ka nyang binawi samin. I haven't given you enough. How I wish I have granted all the things you asked.

You were my inspiration, Mommy eventhough we argue at times. I looked up to you with so much admiration and wished that I can also do all the things you did for your husband, for your children, for your family to my own family.

You were the first to let me feel that I am not alone and you never lose hope when I already did. You never gave up on me. You were always there in all my battles and I can't forget all those times that you were beside me when I felt that I was all alone.

I miss you every moment of the day, Mommy. It is so hard but I am always trying to move on and continue living because I know you will not be happy to see me lonely all the time.

Life should be lived forward and I should celebrate life because every thing shows that you are at peace already.

I love you, Mommy and I won't forget our memories together.....